Dora on the Skids

As kids they find success, as teens the magic wears off. As young adults they finally consummate the relationship, mostly, she'll remember later, out of boredom. We did it, we did it, we did it yeah takes on new meaning.

The salad days don't last, the spark disappears. The Animal Rescue Center needs a fresh coat of paint that no one will provide.

So too for their hearts. The thrill of the rescue stops being enough, maybe it never was. Dora breaks first, falling into alcohol, weed, heroin, coke, crack, meth. Diego resists but as always he follows her lead. Boots too, and he falls into it worst of all, insatiable. The boots get pawned, and finally the sad little monkey ODs. Not on any one chemical, of course, but rather like his mind and little monkey body stretching in different directions until something breaks. Hardened, Diego throws him out with the trash.

There's the problem of Swiper. He keeps stealing their stash and one morning they ambush him. Dora urges the killing blow. Diego flinches. They let him go with a warning, after which she blackens Diego's eye. Both eyes. The general effect of animal husbandry diminishes: Mother maned wolves nervously shield their cubs, river otters impart to their children never to trust the shifty-eyed pair from up on the hill. Prickers and thorns become a much more bearable alternative. They catch Swiper again, this time sure they'll never be able to trust him. He's still alive when they cinch the trash bag, and all that night neither of them can sleep, sure he's still hanging on, whispering 'oh man' out in the dumpster.

High, high, plenty high. On good days there's enough to go around. On bad days they bicker and fight. One night after a double-stabbing they decide to split. Diego takes up with a couple of porn stars, becomes a kept man. Dora becomes a poacher outright. Ivory. Sharks fins for soup. Maybe jealous, maybe pragmatic, she takes Diego out, throwing him alive into a vat of corrosive acid. The bones are enough to fill two trash bags. Instead she builds a xylophone, carefully aligned from small to big. Resonant. Beautiful.

Time passes. Dora has a change of heart, cleans up her act. Now she's got a desk job, something in project management. The work has a numbing effect (more maybe than the drugs ever could) and it gives her an excuse to go every weekday to the 41st floor of a Madison Avenue skyscraper. In the winters the sunsets are heartbreaking.

The xylophone collects dust in public storage. Dora gains weight, nothing much that you'd notice. A few pounds attributable to contentment.